ok this is juz plain stupid! i ord said im nt into you anymore bt wtf im stil tinking bout you!!!! W.H.Y?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant help it ok..idk y im stil tinkin bout hotdog! its lyk im nt myself anymore! i dun rmb me bein SCARED when i see sum1 i once loved so much! im seriously effing angry wit myself for being a total dufus n a moron!
believe it or not..i talked about him to nithia during the sarawak trip like twice..n i was lyk "why the hell am i even talking bout him?!"