ive been feeling lonely, irritated, and useless lately. please dont ask me why, i seriously don't know...its as though my life is just sum stupid time pass thing! its a rlly irritating feeling! how i wish i could just get rid of it! but it seem so hard to ignore this stupid feeling! oh..and ive decided to not get addicted to gucci model..its for my bloody own good ok? its lyk every single time i see him or talk to him or give him sweets..i always get reminded of hotdog =( it makes me feel guilty for no reason..how dumb is that? yea..and seriously..i dunnoe y but i juz feel lyk dying peacefully to rest in the arms of god..im not emoing or smthg, im just having these kinda things running through my mind....
oh well i guess time can heal everything? once again..im not emo ok!