maybe i expected too much for deepavali n my b'dae. firstly, my b'dae realy sucked, how i wished i cud hve came to sch. secindly, deepavali was lyk wtf. MAIN REASON-i so fucking hell cudn buy any new suit at all!!! and i was lyk telling my mudda days ago, to go and sew one punjabi suit, but noooooo, she cudn listen! "buy in the bazaar", wad happened? EVERYTHG IN THE BAZAAR WAS SUPER LARGE SIZE! not a single one in my size! and all that my family cud tell me was "YOU ARE TOOO SMALL. DUNT EAT SUMMORE LAH.YOU CAN ONLY FIND IN CHILDREN SECTION!" it dosen seem serious if you juz read it for now..but i have been gng troo this for since last time! i always get pinpointed at juz becoz of my size! WHAT THE FUCK ISWRONG WITH BEING SMALL BUILT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i swear..til now..i still question myself..why was i even born an indian? PRACTICALLY BECOZ INDIANS ARE USUALLY BIG SIZED! BIG ASS! BIG BOOPS! BIG THIS BIG THAT! and all ppl can say is "BIG IS BEAUTIFUL"! how i wished something happens some day..and all big sized ppl banish from this world! AAARRRRGHHHH! if you are wondering you is the main reason for my anger..BLAME MY MUDDA! she's the one hu is always comparing me wid my younger cousins saying " sec 3 ord still so short n small..look at them!"
-how would you feel..if you are getting this for so many years?-