aaaaargh!!! im starting to think why the hell was i born in singapore! no offence to the patriots, but i swear i can't stand thinking about how my life is going to be after my education! i don't wana live the normal ordinary super standard & fixed lifestyle, i wana get on the roads and juz head to nowhere or just everywhere! sometimes i wonder if the way i wana live my life is just possible enough for a middle class s'porean like me. after im done getting a degree or even a masters if that's possible, i wana head on to live my life somewhere else! i wana try my luck at vegas with pork into becoming an actress, at least for a good horror/race/xmen-type movie. after that, head on to mexico to find my dream boy who i hope is a street thug who knows how to fight! marry him and get my first tattoo done by him, and then move on to like italy or whatever and become a CHEF! or go back to vegas and live the high roller's life, by becoming a full time actress.
the actual process:
once i have a secure life & secure income to support myself, that is after i get a job in s'pore, i would move on to achieving the life time goal: WORLD ROUNDABOUT WITH RUOQI. destinations: rome=vampires and cool murder halls, mexico=hunt for the dreamboy, vegas=start a new life out thr! *plus get rogg hitched with a hot guy!* thrs still more countries to come, we're still thinking. hehe.
so thr, thats my lil plan of how i wish to live my life. and im not givin it up no matter how ridiculous or impossible it sounds!
and finally, once i settle down and rogg settles down, we plan to buy a big house and live in it tgt! so simply put, i need ruoqi throughout my whole life. man, i cant imagine one w/o her at all! w/o her, i would just be a lil nobody who would live a lil nobody's life and not bother about seeing what's out thr in the BIG WORLD!
he looks like ruoqi dufus, but a hot one aaah, fresh pretty boy meat HAWT HAWT HAWT! HE'S MINE!! TOO BAD AMY!